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...i need to get away...i cant do this anymore...my head is exploding with stress!!!...soc242 is ridiculous and never take it...its ruining my gpa! heeeeeeeellllllllllppppppppp mmmmmmmmmeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!
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| *All You Have To Do...Is Just Surrender* |
[12 Oct 2004|10:36am] |
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I had an awesome weekend!! so so so so SOOOO much fun!...
FRIDAY--I had to wait for kevin (my cousin) again before i left school so i could bring him home too...he takes the train into kingston from boston n it saves him a shit load of money so hey, what the hell!! so then i picked him up n we had another awesome car ride together!! he has been my best friend since we were born & im so lucky to have such a great person in my family! then i got home and took a shower then met eric at willies house...everyone was in the mood to have a good time so we got 3 30s and eric n matt bought a bp/flipcup table, its ok..lil slippery for flipcup. Anyways, no one was that interested in playing anything but somehow we still went through 2 30s among 7 people...go figure lol...then me n eric left n spent a cozy nite in bed together :) my fav!!
SATURDAY-- me & eric laid around till around 1 just chillin and spending time together...then we went and picked up willie and went to the mall, which they are doin a huge job on rite now!! we went to footloose where my sisters friend works to try to get willie a job there...he filled out the application n shit but i dont think hes gonna work there anymore b/c of some bad news (ill tell ya later ;) ) so then after that we walked around and since i got my first pay check on friday...i had money to spend!! so i went into A&E and bought this real cute n soft pull over sweater then went into A&F and bought another awesome sweater and a comfy t-shirt...after that, we got food n walked around alittle more..it was kinda weird cause out of no where, willie keeps saying things to me n eric like "o erica when u break up with eric, keep me in mind" n "can u find me a girl just like you"...i dont kno what to think of it!! eric thinks hes kidding bout the keeping him in mind thing but i dont really think so cause according to eric, he says it alot...i mean he is an awesome guy and not too bad looking but he is like one of my boyfriends BEST friends and it kinda makes me uncomfortable, but also makes me feel kinda good bout myself in a weird way, ya know? i duno what to do or think....any suggestions?! SOOOO, after that we watched the YANKEES game and THEY WON!! who knows if theyll make it to the world series but its kinda fun that theyre playin the red sox!! then matt came over willies and they went to go get more alcohol for that nite...another 30 n a bottle of Arbor Mist for meee!! which was very delicious...so after that we just sat around drinking waiting for my bestest kat n her friend jill to come...POOR GIRLS GOT LOST!! they ended up like in the middle of no where n i felt really bad cause i didnt know how to help them but finally they got there like 2 hours after they left meriden!! it was kinda late when they got there so jill split early but kattypoo stayed and played with me!! we played some flipcup n bp...then out of nowhere we decided to play strip bp!! we wont really discuss that in depth....lets just say boobs were flying n id def do it again hahaha we didnt leave till 5 OCLOCK IN THE MORNING!!! hahaha it was sooooo much fun n i think me n kat inspired some boners hahaha
SUNDAY woke up at 12 cause of my ridiculous late nite and pretty much just relaxed and did homework all day...something i really needed :)
Yesterday i got back here around 230 cause i thought i had work at 330...DIDNT HAPPEN!! i was pretty pissed but then i was like o well, i had to get my ass up to school at some point lol and now im siitting here, dreading this week and next week cause its full of tests & papers which means its full of STRESS!!..o yea...AND IM SICK!! what kind of shit is that?!?! i hate being sick! but hopefully ill be better by friday cause eric, willie, matt, and my bestest are all coming to visit me!!! very excited!
PEACE
p.s. the bad news that explains why willie cant work there is cause hes moving back to meriden this week :( im gonna miss his little house in milford and all the great parties we had there!! its sad...very very sad :(
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[07 Oct 2004|11:47am] |
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Im sitting here kinda bored until i have to work at 330...and i decided to look at some jewelry. Eric told me he wanted to get me jewelry for xmas but for me to pick it ou and i feel really weird doing that :/ what i think i really want is a promise ring but i duno if hed want to get me one...i mean we have been together for over 2 years now so...ya kno lol if not that, i think id want like a nice, white gold, diamond accented bracelet...even tho i dont wear them that much lol i duno...i was just writing to ask for opinions about this issue and if anyone knows of some good, no too expensive jewelry stores (and not kays...we have some problems with them lol)...PLEASE HELP...o also...i need a new background DESPERATELY!! that is all
PEACE
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| *Here I Go Again On My Own* |
[06 Oct 2004|12:42pm] |
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Alrite so i know i havent posted in awhile but i am now to get some stuff out...
First off this whole red sox, yankees shit at this school is really starting to piss me off, i love the yankees but i dont want to hear any more shit about them!
Second, not sure if ive said this before but i have a job here that i loooovvvveeee!!! i work with awesome people and rite now, we hae to go outside to manage flag football n its alittle cold but i still love it!!
Third, ive gotten reall stressed out bout school lately, i have 2 tests and 2 papers due next week and a group prject to work on that were totally lost on n its been stressing me out just a bit lol ok ALOT lol...
Fourth...this year ive really been missing eric...i dont know why but i just want to see him eeryday cause only getting to see himon weekends isnt good enough anymore lol and i miss hanging out with kat n all of erics friends cause i always have so many good times with them all!! :(
Fifth, Im contiplating whether to be a RA or not next year...i really want to lie off campus but I know my parents are struggling to pay for school this year and to save all that money on room and board i think would be good...also my friend jackie wants to be one next year too so that would be awesome if we could do it together but i dont want all my other friends to moe off campus cause then ill be lonely lol...i duno, please tell me what u think!!
Sixth IM FREEZING!! im the asshole who has no winter clothes with them at the moment so im walking around with flipflops on and sweatshirts and im always lookin like a scrub lol
SeventhI am coming home this weekend!! i am gonna hang out with kat one nite which im ery happy about!! i get to sleep everynite with eric (just sleep lol) which i always love...and i need to do tons of work this weekend and i think id rather do it there then here lol
So now im just sitting her...should be doin work but instead im watchin Moonstruck cause its an awesome movie!! .p.e.a.c.e.
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| THE DEVIL! |
[20 Sep 2004|11:45pm] |
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I HATE CHUCKY CHEESE!! IT MAKES MY LIFE A MISERY!! I HOPE IT GOES UP IN FLAMES!! THEY HAVE TAKEN MY BOYFRIENDS LIFE!! THE RAT CAN GO TO HELL!!!!!!! g.o.o.d.n.i.t.e
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[19 Sep 2004|10:09pm] |
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everyone like my new icon?!?!! haha i do...now if anyone can help me with a new background that will go with it or is just pretty like a beach landscape or something or whatever u want...pleeeeeeaaaaaaaassssssssseeeeeeee help me :) i want to get out of this whole britney shit cause she fucked me over this summer and i do not agree with her decisions lately lol so if u can help thatll be cool :) ill update bout this weekend later...all ill say is that it was awesome! PEACE
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sidewalk chalk is the shit...so is drinkin raseberry vodka on a sunday nite...PEACE
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| PARTY like its 1999 |
[12 Sep 2004|06:27pm] |
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well, i survived my first week and weekend at URI n it was too shabby to tell u the truth...I dont kno if i mentioned this before but these girls that I met through my friend caitlin last year live rite next door...AND ITS AWESOME! they are the nicest n coolest girls n i love hangin with them...they r making this year so much fun n hope it lasts!! anyways...they kept me busy this weekend!!haha
THURSDAY FIRST PARTY NITE!! me, lauren (my roomie), jackie, laura, n heidi (the gurls next door, n caitlin all went to providence to celebrate the first thursday nite of the school year...so we were gonna go to this club called ultra but instead we went to remeys n had a real good time! we got to drink alittle but because i drove i only had 2 beers :( then we danced...my dance partner was laura for the nite which was awesome...caitlin n jackie dissappeared...and lauren n heidi danced FOREVER with these random kids lol so me n laura decided to try to find cailtin n jackie but they were no where to be found! n it turns out a cop came (which i had no clue) n told caitlin she had to leave cause she had no wrist band n 2 beers in her hand...so instead of telling the rest of us what happened...her n jackie just left and we had no clue. So i guess they just waited in the car for like 45 min n me n laura went to check up on the others who were still dancing...finally jackie came back in n told me n laura what happened (kinda) n how they were goin back to campus n this was at like 1145...so then we all left at about 1230 n while we were leaving...i look at lauren n she had blood ALL OVER HER!! it was all on her shirt n alittle on her skirt...so we figured the guy she was dancing with mustve cut his hand or something but she was really scared n thought she had aids...but shes ok now lol OoOoOoOoo AND i ran into KATIE MAIER...the friend of mine that i do not like n dont want to be friends with at all...n of course she came n said hi n how awesome all her friends are n how shes here with all these guys blah blah blahhhhh!!! WHO CARES REALLY!! so whatever i kinda just blew her off haha o well :)
FRIDAY eric came up along with ryan and it was pretty good...rite off the bat eric gave me alittle attitude bout i dont even kno what...so i started getting an attiude with him. We went to the room next door with 2 bottles of vodka and 30 bud lights (already says good time eh?) So then me, eric, ryan n laura start to drink cause heidi didnt want to n was tired n jackie didnt feel good...so the 4 of us played asshole like 20 times then bullshit pyramid. Through this whole game, me n eric were being assholes to eachother cause thats what i do...but then someone (cant remember if it was me or him but it was prolly me) went below the belt and so thats when the harsh things started to really come out...n of course alcohol doesnt help lol so i said something bout that bitch from chucky cheese (if u knew me last year u kno this story :/ ) then he brought up making himself single n introduced himself to caitlin as the newly single one...so i got pissed off and told everyone how fast he is (which isnt always true) and that he has a small dick (which he really doesnt) so then EVERYTHING got worse..he left the room n i had no clue where he went so after awhile i went back to my room n he was sitting out on my balcony n refused to even look back at me so i decided to lay on my bed. Then ryan came in n told us that enough is enough n how mean we r to each other n if we really loved each other we wouldnt put us through this n then he went outside to talk to eric but the door was open to and i could hear everything...ryan told eric that he needs to stop n let it go cause im the best thing hes ever had and that he really doesnt want to break up cause hed be miserable without me then eric started yelling saying that it was over n he was goin to south carolina cause i dont want him anymore and he just cant take shit anymore n all this other crap...so then i started crying n ryann came back in n left n i guess awhile later eric came back in n saw me crying n came n laid with me and we just sat there hugging eachother...this whole thing might sound stupid but hey, we were also kinda drunk...im just glad its over
SATURDAY So i woke up with my love rite next to me (the way it should be <33) and i notice the ryan is missing...he ended up the nite before, goin back into the room next door, playing some games with them then went on a 3 hour walk with heidi just talking n stuff then fell asleep in her bed!! I WAS SHOCKED!! and i dont kno heidi too well but i do kno shes kinda shy n doesnt really go out or sleep with random guys in her bed lol i guess nothing happened but hey, no one really knos lol So then we all got breakfast then ran off to the beach...it was a real nice day out n everyone was out with their surf boards which has inspired me to learn how to surf...if anyone can help me reach this dream...please do!! lol then i guess ryan was bored so after getting dinner, he wanted to leave n cause he drove...eric had to go too :( but hell be back ;) then i went out with the girls again...we went to this girl ryans house which is in bonnet n is the cutest thing ever!! and we played BEER PONG!!!! yay for bp! however, everyone got their asses kicked by ryans boyfriend mark who i kno from orientation who played mostly by himself and with rum, beer, and ginger ale...sick huh?! then we played couple games of flip cup but it had to end cause all the beer that was left were 3 frozen ones from the nite before lol n we didnt want to play with slushy hehe then we went to jackie's friend brians house which is also very nice, hung out alittle then went back to campus...it was fun
SUNDAY so here i am...kinda have been doin homewokr all day cause im dead tired n just all in all hanging out...i gotta do some laundry so i think im gonna go do that lol
P.S. everyone please pray for my bestest kat and her friend tracey...they were in a car accident and are hurt pretty badly...just pray that they recover nicely n soon!! I LOVE YOU KAT!!!
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| Im HEEEEEERRRRRRRREEEEEE |
[06 Sep 2004|08:56pm] |
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Back at the U to the R to the I and its pretty damn good so far...my roommate is awesome...she is a very nice girl and I found out that some girls i knew from last year are right next door!! which is also awesome & caitlin is rite down stairs which is awesome again!! room is alittle tight compared to others but hey...we have a nice balcony and we can just go to someone elses room to party :)i miss my bestest and eric but i kno ill see them real soon so its all good!! tomorrow i think im gonna go to target or something to get some odds n ends like a cable for our tv so we can watch the tube and a rug, mirror, couple chairs for outside maybe...just some more things to make this place alittle more homey :) i hope this year will be fun and not as hectic as last years drama...(i think u all kno what i mean aka boys are trouble)
I found a couple jobs that im interested in so maybe ill be able to get a real job this year too so i wont be broke off my ass!! lol i already called one lady n left a message so hopefully shell get it :) i start classes wed n im already nervo0us cause 3 out of my 6 classes i didnt get any books for n it said i didnt need any...but i kno im gona need one for history cause my friend derrick took it last year so i duno..pisses me off tho lol
Thats about it..i think tonite is kinda a hang around nite...maybe some alcohol will be involved ;) but i left my fuckin vodka home that my uncle gave me for school lol...o well, ill mooch off someone tonite then!! PEACE
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[04 Aug 2004|10:29pm] |
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M-I-C...see ya real soon!!!...K-E-Y...why? because we like you!...M-O-U-S-EEEE!!!!
o boy o boy i feel like a little kid!! hehee well i leave tomorrow afternoon n wont be back till next thurs nite...hope u guys dont miss me too much :)
I talked to my new room mate yesterday..she sounds real nice n i think im meeting her up in providence sometime before school starts...the only thing that really erked me was that she asked if her friend could room with us too cause she promised shed live with her...EXCUSE ME?!?! no no no no...i dont do triples...specially in an extra crappy sized room...i dont care how nice she is i refuse to have 2 roommates again!! n if she asks if i can move out by any chance...the answer will be no once again...i worked too fuckin hard for this room with an awesome balcony to MOVE OUT...no thank u!
yesterday was my 23rd month anniversary with eric n how did i spend it?!?! alone in my room while my boyfriend wasted his time and money playing poker..i didnt even get a happy anniversary...not too thrilled with him rite now lol n he better take care of my pets while were away n not fuck my car up too much or ill kill him with my bare hands!!
well thats about it...im gonna miss my bestests when im away...but ill bring u guys back some awesome gifts lol maybe some margarita mix from margaritaville so we can celebrate jacks apartment ;) but that is all...not even close to finishing packing so i gotta haul ass
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[29 Jul 2004|02:26pm] |
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RIP Leroy Gold...best damn goldfish in the whole fuckin world...i will miss him tremendously!!
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| *what youve been waiting for* |
[28 Jul 2004|01:46pm] |
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FINALLY i update about my summer so far...even tho its almost over :/ heres what sums it up:
work...alot! 2 jobs really REALLY suck!!, plenty of time with my bestest skank ass n slut face!! i love them sooo much & this summer has been awesome with them, beer in high quantities, willies...if i am not home or at work u can pretty much figure im over there gettin my drink on with eric n his awesome friends, lots n lots of sleepovers n quality time with my baby...i love him so so so much, drama...of course (really put a damper on things...i fuckin hate girls n people), DAVE MATTHEWS CONCERT! what kind of summer would it be if it didnt involve the greatest man alive!!, vacations to florida n sc (even tho i havent actually gone yet ;) ), babysitting my favoritest godson in the whole world! shopping, although i really should stop it is just too hard!!
and thats about it...cant really think of anything else to say bout this summer except that its been AWESOME n im really gonna miss all this tim with my fav people when i go back to school...but everyone will come see me and we can have parties on my balcony...as long as no one falls off ;) long fall from the 4th floor people!! well, i guess thats all for now...its been fun and kat will be sooooo proud of me that i updated :D i get a gold star for the day!! YAAAYYY!!
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OH I ALMOST FORGOT i also have a new bestest friend named Leroy...his is my goldfish & i love him to death!! goodbye
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